After mom when back home to Kedah. I spent most of my time with this silly. I know you still can't let go, everything doesn't seems the way you want it. I don't know how many "but" you have used in our conversation for you to form a sentence to defend him. What about yourself? Where is the Lay San I used to know back then in secondary school? The Lay San I knew always stand for herself. I knew shes still inside you. Lay San! Where are you..~~~~~?

Yes. Im being very emo recently....